I knew I would feel like this.
I felt I would know
Things should have been better
Than this

My perception then
Is reality now
You can't lose
Something you never had

No matter how close
You came
To have and to hold
Till death do us part

I could feel it coming
Beyond the senses
This feeling of loss
Hopeless desire

Behind a window
Clear but you can't see
In the sun
Eating ice cream

I wish to be
That spoon
I could see it would be
Like this

The pain in my heart
Numbness dulling
The symptoms
Of the loss of life

I could see it coming
No consolation
Just too difficult
To see things this way

I know I will
Always feel this way
Clairvoyant haunting
Feelings forever everyday.

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